So I planned on taking the summer off of college to catch up on writing, reading, and to just catch my breath after a hard semester. (4.0 g.p.a.) but sense prevailed and now I am taking Religious Thought in The Old and New Testament. This will be worth six credits, and I feel it will make me finally get down and study my Bible because I always have a millions excuses not to, but how can I offer a valid testimony to my children or anyone without having read it? So my dreams of a lazy summer are gone, but I think this will be a good thing.
Life goes on...
My due date is fast approaching. I have dreaded this day since I lost the baby. But I am okay. I replaced painful things with new things. New clubs for the kids, new goals for us all. There are pieces in the back of my mind that seem to bubble up sometimes. Like when I saw a brand-new baby at the store, without warning my throat closed up and I fought back tears. Why? I cannot even tell you, it was just an instant reaction. But it did not change my mood or my day. I finished my tasks and hung out with my kids all afternoon. Sometimes it hurts, but so much less than I expected a few months ago when I was lost in the pain. This is such a relief. And that is all I wanted to say today. If anyone experiences this, and needs to chat I am here sometimes just talking about it helps you climb over the mountain.
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